Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Hiatus over

Now Playing : "Prelude in C Sharp" - Sergei V. Rachmaninoff

I'm back.

I know I said I would be back by Sunday but I guess I needed more time. It's been a really rough week--I'm emotionally drained and my grandfather's funeral procession just left me feeling very stressed. 

But, I am healing.

Unfortunately (or fortunately, who knows), I don't really think I have much choice but to force myself to heal quickly. My assignments and homework and presentations and quizzes and tutorials--all unfinished or not yet started--are demanding me to push all the unhealed bits of myself to one side and to focus on them first. 

All I really want to do is just be with my family...and to do nothing. I want to do nothing.

But, I can't...and I promise you, grandad; I won't let it be in vain or go to waste.

We got to see *all* of our relatives who came together to bid farewell to my grandfather. All I can say is, thank god for family, relatives and friends. Despite this wasn't the ideal circumstance under which this reunion took place, nevertheless...they're the camomile to your wounds.

I had to go back to university today for the Pesta Ko-Kurikulum--which of course I was highly reluctant to and naturally, it turned out to be quite a big waste of time. Can't you just see how happy I was to be back?


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